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Believe It Or Not: Feeling Sorry for Your Self is a Good Thing

“I don’t want to feel sorry for myself.” I so often hear clients tell me, when they are sad, discouraged or hurt. If they have sorrow for themselves, they will often next feel guilt or shame. Sometimes they will go on to have absolute contempt for themselves and call their sorrow for themselves having a “pity-party.”

When I ask them how they would feel if the same thing happened to a friend or a child who was hurt, sad, discouraged or distressed, there are two general responses.  Some people would feel compassion for the friend or child, but would feel guilty for feeling compassion for themselves. Anything ’selfish’ is bad for themselves. They apply kinder rules to others.

Other people would condemn the friend or child for feeling sorry. They judge the friend as selfish and negative. They also believe that acknowledging feelings “doesn’t do any good.” These people apply the same harsh rule to others that they apply to themselves.

So many limiting beliefs are embedded in the desire not to feel sorrow for oneself. Some of the beliefs may be:
1. It is “weak” to accept or have kind feelings towards a person not in a “powerful” state or feeling. “Vulnerability” is bad.
2. If one doesn’t condemn the vulnerable feelings, they will grow and grow. (The “Spare the rod, spoil the child” mentality.)
3. One may get “stuck” in the shameful feelings.
4. One will not be able to feel powerful again.
5. One is being “negative” and therefore “bad.”

But the irony is that anytime we condemn ourselves for how we are feeling, that is when we are weakening ourselves. The way to ’strength’ is to validate ourselves for how we are feeling. The root of the word ‘validate’ means to strengthen. To in-validate is to weaken.

To validate ourselves, we need to let ourselves know that it makes sense to feel however we feel. We need to let ourselves know that we can understand ourselves. This may take as little as a few seconds.

THEN, and only then, can we work at shifting and improving our state of mind.

There are so many ways we can work at regulating and adjusting our feelings. But shaming ourselves for how we feel only makes it take longer. So I say, have compassion for yourself. By all means work towards joy and zest.

I believe that in the words of the song, “There’s A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.” So when you are feeling sad, first feel sorry for yourself.

How Well Is Your Voice Recognition Software Working–Your Personal, Internal, Kind?

I just finished a session with a client I will call “Joanne.”* She has upgraded her internal voice recognition software and that has changed her life.

She wants to start her own business, and previously has felt too scared to leave her day job. Her work on herself is an example of what we can all do when we gain awareness and understanding of the internal voices that we all have.

Joanne says, “I am so happy about how I have changed. I don’t succumb to the voice in my head that says, whenever I think about starting my business, ‘Who do you think you are.’ I now see that the voice is my mother’s– NOT MINE. I even see her expressionless face as she says it. I can also hear my father’s kinder, but still suppressive voice, ‘You’re getting a little bit too big for your britches.’

“Before, I would get panicky when I heard those voices. I thought that I was the one thinking those thoughts- and I believed them. Now I can hear one of them say, “You need to go sit in the corner now.” I was panicking then because I knew on some level that I was being abandoned when I was excited and hopeful and feeling powerful. And I was being asked to not be who I was. I was also panicking recently because I soooo much want to start my business, and I know now that when I sit in a corner metaphorically, I am killing my spirit. But now that I know those voices are not ME I know that I can just notice them and go on doing what I think is right.

“ Wow. I feel so real and I feel so much power. I don’t think I’m crazy anymore for what I want. I can go for it!”

Recognizing and managing our self-diminishing inner voices makes so much possible for us. I wish that for everyone!

*therapists hide the names & other identifying characteristics of clients to protect their confidentiality

Getting Clear: Recognizing Confused Submission & Loss of Identity

It often occurs in family shame patterns, that the child is required to adapt the views of the parent. In this unfortunate dynamic, the parent feels attacked if the child disagrees with the parental viewpoint, and either attacks the child, or withdraws. Either caretaker behavior is intolerable to the child who needs to feel safely connected. So the child submits to the parental viewpoint to keep the sense of connection.

The growing person learns to dismiss his/her own point of view and feels out of contact with him/herself, foggy, and confused, never knowing what is happening or why. This mental paralysis may then be used by the caretaker to expand his or her control.

For some people, submitting to another’s viewpoint occurs only in the presence of the parent. For others the submission is more comprehensive and continues both in relation to the pressures of the real parent and to the negative inner parent.

Waking up to this dynamic is the first step to clearing the fog.

The Birth of A ‘People Pleaser’

Some very vulnerable people, people who have an intolerably low self opinion, inflate their importance. They need to think they are always right, always better than others, always grand and glorious. Perfect. And seen that way by everyone else.

They are so filled with self doubt and fear of external criticism, that they need people to applaud them to dispel the fears. Their life is organized to deny negative feelings about themselves and keep a view of themselves as superior. While I hate using labels, ‘narcissist’ is the name attached to the Perfect Ones.

Others have no other option than to fill a supporting role- if, that is, they want to get along with them.

So imagine another person in relationship with them. If there is a difference of opinion, the other person is wrong, because the narcissist is right. This person can only be accepted when they agree.

The children of the narcissists usually become compliant ‘people-pleasers’ in order to maintain a connection with the parent. They have lost touch with their Real Selves. They may feel less than nothing, since they have to “be” certain ways to earn the parent’s love. This process of having to earn the love is Conditional love. The lack of unconditional love fosters people with shame- the sense of being not good enough, of having no real substance or worth.